April 22, 2016

If you only knew my story, you wouldn't feel that way. What way? Any way but compassion and love and wanting the best for me. 


We look in from the outside and we see people through our lens. Our lens is colored by our own experiences and heartaches; failures and succes...

April 19, 2016


If you are like me you only give away parts of yourself. I know how to love my animal, my child or my parents.  When it comes to loving someone with me having something to lose it seems to be much harder to commit to giving more than a part. We reserve the whole, or a...

April 15, 2016


I need to find the center of me. Right now the sounds around me are so loud and each and every situation causes me to feel distracted, like I'm in a tornado of sorts.  There are so many balls in the air and so much white noise but I truly need to find the center.


April 14, 2016


Anger.... it's an interesting thing.  From what I understand it is a secondary emotion.  That means we are usually feeling something totally different than anger but use that emotion to protect ourselves from revealing the true vulnerable emotions we are feeling.  We...

April 13, 2016


Good morning,


Here is just a little note to say, I DO WHAT I WANT.  I do what I want because I'm the only one dealing with the consequences and/or the benefits of it. 


Everyone wants to think they are a "good person".  Some people are inherently polite; meaning t...

April 13, 2016


 Mood:  Irritated.


In all of life, we must play a game.   When we go to work, we are conditioned to behave in a way that is professional. In social settings we learn to follow social norms to be accepted; and in relationships, we play the game of hiding until we are c...

April 7, 2016

Ok ok, so I put a picture of myself here ONLY because I have green eyes and not because I relate to the title of this blog. Being jealous of other people, even with all of the problems I've had in life, is not really my thing.


I have a unique understanding.  I really b...

April 6, 2016





How many times has it happened?  You walk into a room and you can feel it, The eyes are on you or you get a negative "vibe" from someone.  It feels personal, right?  Why don't they like you?  What have you done wrong?  Probably nothing.


My mothe...

April 4, 2016

I love you. Those three words have built societies and ruined them too. That phrase is one of the most powerful phrases that is known.  People will fight wars for people who have said it, people will kill to protect those for whom they feel it and abandon their comfort...

April 2, 2016

I want you to look into another's eyes and see love.  I want you to be touched  and know ecstasy. I hope that every dream of yours is discovered in this life.   I want you to cry because you are so happy and laugh until your sides hurt, to be kissed with such...

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